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in this way, Radharani moved her beautiful eyebrows crossly. Riipa
Gosvami prays that everyone may become blessed by this movement
of Srimati Radharani’s eyebrows. This is an instance of the generation
of malice in ecstatic love of Krsna.

One night, after the Piitana demon had been killed, baby Krsna
could be seen playing upon her breast. Upon seeing this, Yasoda be-
came stunned for some time. This is an example of a conjunction of
various symptoms of ecstatic love. The conjunction can be auspicious
or inauspicious. That the Putana demon had been killed was auspi-
cious, but that Krsna was playing on her breast in the dead of night,
with no one to help Him in case of trouble, was inauspicious. Yasoda
was caught between auspiciousness and inauspiciousness.

After Krsna had just learned to walk, He was going in and out of
the house very frequently. Yasoda became surprised and said, ““This
child is too restless and cannot be controlled! He is incessantly going
about the neighborhood of Gokula [Vrndavana], and then He is
coming back inside the house. I see that the child is very fearless, but
in spite of His fearlessness, | am becoming more and more afraid of
His falling into some danger.” This again is an instance of the con-
junction of two opposing elements: the child was very fearless, but at
the same time Yasoda was becoming fearful of some danger. Here
danger is the cause, and Yasoda’s feelings are in conjunction of two
opposing symptoms. In other words, Yasoda was feeling both happi-
ness and doubt, or growing fear.

When Devaki, the mother of Krsna, saw her son very jubilant in the
presence of the wrestlers in Kamsa’s arena, two kinds of tears were
simultaneously gliding down her cheeks: sometimes her tears were
warm, and sometimes they were cold. This is an instance of a con-
junction of jubilation and lamentation due to different causes of ec-
static love.

Once when Srimati Radharani was standing on the bank of the
Yamuna River in the forest of Vrndavana, She was attacked by Krsna,
who was stronger than She. Although She externally expressed a dis-
turbed mood from this incident, within Herself She was smiling and
feeling great satisfaction. Externally She moved Her eyebrows and
made a show of rejecting Krsna. In this mood Radharani looked very
beautiful, and Srila Ripa Gosvami glorified Her beauty. This is an
