76 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 1

in which; cikitsa—treatment; api—although; kutséyam—in defamation;
paryavasyati—ends in.

TRANSLATION

“My dear friend, these palpitations of Srimati Radharani’s heart are ex-
tremely difficult to cure. Even if one applied some medical treatment, it would
only end in defamation.”

PURPORT
This verse (Vidagdha-madhava 2.8) is spoken by Srimati Radharani Herself.

TEXT 144
“fae AfCRATOTS
RHA AS afHta SAS qAfy |
SE WE HHA PAM
GE GT DIM AaAtamls 7 388 |

dhari-a padicchanda-gunam

sundara maha mandire tumam vasasi
taha taha rundhasi bali-arm

jaha jaha ca-ida palaemhi

SYNONYMS
dhari-a—capturing; padicchanda-gunam—the quality of an artistic picture;
sundara—O most beautiful one; maha—my; mandire—within the heart;
tumam—You; vasasi—reside; taha taha—that much; rundhasi—You block; bali-
am—by force; jaha jaha—as much as; ca-idia—being disturbed; palaemhi—I try
to escape.

TRANSLATION

“O dearly beautiful, the artistic loveliness of Your picture is now impressed
within My mind. Since You are now living within My mind, wherever | wish to
run because | am agitated by impressions of You, | find that You, O My friend,
are blocking My way.”

PURPORT

This verse (Vidagdha-madhava 2.33) is written in the Prakrta language, not in
Sanskrit. When transformed into Sanskrit, it reads as follows:
