Text 154] Rupa Gosvami’s Meeting with the Lord 83

TEXT 153
JVtBcaacey PABHAVHALaAAT Aaa
moms eH a1 fants fe a atalafe qate |
A CAG? For FAMAIUS FIM WATS
FAT TA cw AAASTATMAWTA tes a
grhantah-khelantyo nija-sahaja-balyasya balanad
abhadram bhadram va kim api hi na janimahi manak
vayam netum yuktah katham asarandm kam api dasam
katham va nydyyd te prathayitum udasina-padavi
SYNONYMS

grha-antah-khelantyah —who were engaged in childish play within the house;
nija—one’s own; sahaja—simple; balyasya—of childhood; balanat—on account
of influence; abhadram—bad; bhadram—good; va—or; kim api—what; hi—cer-
tainly; na—not; janimahi—we did know; manadk—even slightly; vayam—we;
netum—to lead; yuktaéh—suitable; katham—how; asarandm—without | sur-
render; kam api—such as this; dasim—to the condition; katham—how; vd—or;
nyayy4—correct; te—of You; prathayitum—to manifest; udasina—of careless-
ness; padavi—the position.

TRANSLATION

“ “1 was engaged in My own playful activities in My home, and because of
My childish innocence | did not know right from wrong. Therefore, is it good
for You to have forced us into being so much attracted to You and then to have
neglected us? Now You are indifferent to us. Do You think that is right?’

PURPORT
This verse (Vidagdha-madhava 2.46) is spoken to Krsna by Srimati Radharani.

TEXT 154
GBH safer: Peay Ae ACaAVD WA AA
ATW WAAPY AG FHL SAL SALAITLS |

afaq Amore sislasatbatslara face

Ri catfat atfacs wa Faq cami TAlatags ts ses

antah-klesa-kalankitah kila vayam yamo ‘dya yamydarn puri
nayam vaficana-saficaya-pranayinam hasam tathapy ujjhati
