178 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 2
dvara mana haila, haridasa duhkhi haila mane
ki lagiya dvara-mand keha nahi jane
SYNONYMS
dvara mand—closed door; haila—there was; haridésa—Chota Haridasa;
duhkhi—very unhappy; haila mane—became within his mind; ki lagiya—for
what reason; dvdra-mand—the door was closed; keha nahi jane—no one could
understand.
TRANSLATION
When Junior Haridasa heard that he had been ordered not to approach Sri
Caitanya Mahdprabhu, he was very unhappy. No one could understand why he
had been ordered not to come.
TEXT 115
foafea tan afanin sca Bata |
aantiie aifh, Afar Tatelga Att Nyse 0
tina-dina haila haridasa kare upavasa
svarpadi asi, puchila mahaprabhura pasa
SYNONYMS
tina-dina haila—for three days; haridésa—)unior Haridasa; kare upavasa—was
fasting; svartipa-adi—Svartipa Damodara and other confidential devotees; asi—
coming; puchila—inquired; mahaprabhura pasa —from Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu.
TRANSLATION
Haridasa fasted continuously for three days. Then Svariipa Damodara
Gosvami and other confidential devotees approached Sri Caitanya
Mahdprabhu to inquire from Him.
TEXT 116
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“kon aparadha, prabhu, kaila haridasa?
ki lagiya dvara-mand, kare upavasa?”
