Text 141] Sanatana Gosvami Visits the Lord 67

aparadha haya mora, nahika nistara
jagannatheha na dekhiye, —-e duhkha apara

SYNONYMS

aparadha—offense; haya—is; mora—mine; nahika nistara—there is no
deliverance; jagannatheha—also Lord Jagannatha; na dekhiye—| cannot see; e~
this; duhkha apara—great unhappiness.

TRANSLATION

“In this way | am committing offenses at His lotus feet, for which I shall cer-
tainly not be delivered. At the same time, | cannot see Lord Jagannatha. This is
my great unhappiness.

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hita-nimitta dildna ami, haila viparite
ki karile hita haya nari nirdhdrite”

SYNONYMS
hita-nimitta—for benefit; ailana—came; ami—l; haila viparite --it has become
just the opposite; ki karile—how; hita haya—there will be benefit; nari
nirdharite—| cannot ascertain.

TRANSLATION

“1 came here for my benefit, but now | see that | am getting just the op-
posite. | do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me.”

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pandita kahe, ——“tomdra vasa-yogya ‘vrndavana’
ratha-yatra dekhi’ tahan karaha gamana

SYNONYMS
pandita kahe —Jagadananda Pandita said; tomara—-your; vasa-yogya—a suita-
ble place for residence; vrndavana—Vrndavana; ratha-yatra dekhi’--after seeing
the Ratha-yatra festival; tahari—there; karaha gamana—go.
