78 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 4

TEXT 164
wifes afer catca aiMasl-wte |
Galt AS, Sfi—Vew Sate |” sve

ajiha nahila more atmiyata-jfdna!
mora abhagya, tumi——svatantra bhagavan!”

SYNONYMS

ajiha—even until now; nahila—there has not been; more—unto me; atmiyata-
jfiana—feeling as one of Your relations; mora abhagya—my misfortune; tumi—
You; svatantra bnagavan—the independent Personality of Godhead.

TRANSLATION

“It is my misfortune that You have not accepted me as one of Your intimate
relations. But You are the completely independent Supreme Personality of
Godhead.”

TEXT 165
of qetetg fag afees Cen aca |
Sica AcBiiacs fay ace aca i swe u

suni’ mahaprabhu kichu lajjita haila mane
tanre santosite kichu balena vacane

SYNONYMS

Suni’—hearing; mahdprabhu—Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; kichu—somewhat;
lajjita—ashamed; haila—became; mane—within the mind; tafre—him; san-
tosite—to satisfy; kichu—some; balena—said; vacane—words.

TRANSLATION

Hearing this, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu was somewhat ashamed. Just to
satisfy Sanatana Gosvami, He spoke the following words.

TEXT 166

pam iam fein BAA ACS CSA CAS |
aAia-aeaa Sify a Aiea’) Acs 0 sww

“jagadananda priya dmara nahe toma haite
maryada-langhana ami na pdaron sahite
