78 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 4
TEXT 164
aifes afer catca MIMAsl-wte |
Cala BSIs, Sfi—Vow Stay)” sve
ajiha nahila more atmiyata-jfdna!
mora abhagya, tumi——svatantra bhagavan!”
SYNONYMS
ajiha—even until now; nahila—there has not been; more—unto me; atmiyata-
jfiana—feeling as one of Your relations; mora abhagya—my misfortune; tumi—
You; svatantra bnagavan—the independent Personality of Godhead.
TRANSLATION
“It is my misfortune that You have not accepted me as one of Your intimate
relations. But You are the completely independent Supreme Personality of
Godhead.”
TEXT 165
of qetetg fag afees Cen aca |
Sita ACBPAS fey aca Apca Wi Swe UI
suni’ mahaprabhu kichu lajjita haila mane
tanre santosite kichu balena vacane
SYNONYMS
Suni’—hearing; mahdprabhu—Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; kichu—somewhat;
lajjita—ashamed; haila—became; mane—within the mind; tafre—him; san-
tosite—to satisfy; kichu—some; balena—said; vacane—words.
TRANSLATION
Hearing this, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu was somewhat ashamed. Just to
satisfy Sanatana Gosvami, He spoke the following words.
TEXT 166
coatmiare fon SHAN ACS CStAl CATS |
Tinea Sly a ical Has 1 ww t
“jagadananda priya dmara nahe toma haite
maryada-langhana ami na pdaron sahite
