54 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta {Antya-lila, Ch. 7

TEXTS 110-111

“FAS BAA GS ASIA SA SHAS |
ose Sica aie ST CNA ASG UW dd° 0
SCA QI SH, SA AA SH BWA |

a-aba atfaics arity fo ofa Botta? sss u

“nitya Amara ei sabhaya haya kaksd-pata
eka-dina upare yadi haya mora vat

tabe sukha haya, ara saba lajja yaya
sva-vacana sthapite ami ki kari upaya?

SYNONYMS
nitya—daily; 4amara—my; ei—this; sabhaya—in the assembly; haya—there is;
kaksd-pata—defeat; eka-dina—one day; upare—on top; yadi—if; haya—are;
mora—my; vat—words; tabe—then; sukha—happiness; haya—is; dra—and;
saba—all; lajja—shame; ydya—goes; sva-vacana—my statement; sthapite—to
establish; 4ami—l; ki—what; kari—shall adopt; upaya—means.

TRANSLATION

“Every day | am defeated in this assembly. If by chance | am one day vic-
torious, that will be a great source of happiness for me, and all my shame will
go away. But what means shall | adopt to establish my statements ?’”’

TEXT 112

ata fea ota’ afar ergca aaeie’ |
ASICS Fraat fag aca ste SEF sa 0

ara dina 4si’ vasila prabhure namaskari’
sabhate kahena kichu mane garva kari’

SYNONYMS

ara. dina—the next day; 4dsi’—coming; vasila—sat down; prabhure
namaskari’—offering obeisances to Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; sabhate—in
the assembly; kahena—he said; kichu—something; mane—within the mind; gar-
va kari’—being proud.
