54 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta {Antya-lila, Ch. 7
TEXTS 110-111
“aay MAA OS ASIA SA SHAN |
ose Sica aie ST CNA ASG UW dd° 0
SCA YY SA, SA AF HoH] AWA |
a-aba al fce Bite fs sia Barae ssn
“nitya Amara ei sabhaya haya kaksd-pata
eka-dina upare yadi haya mora vat
tabe sukha haya, ara saba lajja yaya
sva-vacana sthapite ami ki kari upaya?
SYNONYMS
nitya—daily; 4amara—my; ei—this; sabhaya—in the assembly; haya—there is;
kaksd-pata—defeat; eka-dina—one day; upare—on top; yadi—if; haya—are;
mora—my; vat—words; tabe—then; sukha—happiness; haya—is; dra—and;
saba—all; lajja—shame; ydya—goes; sva-vacana—my statement; sthapite—to
establish; 4ami—l; ki—what; kari—shall adopt; upaya—means.
TRANSLATION
“Every day | am defeated in this assembly. If by chance | am one day vic-
torious, that will be a great source of happiness for me, and all my shame will
go away. But what means shall | adopt to establish my statements ?’”’
TEXT 112
ata fea ota’ afar ergca aaeie’ |
ASICS scat fay aca sto fF ssa
ara dina 4si’ vasila prabhure namaskari’
sabhate kahena kichu mane garva kari’
SYNONYMS
ara. dina—the next day; 4dsi’—coming; vasila—sat down; prabhure
namaskari’—offering obeisances to Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; sabhate—in
the assembly; kahena—he said; kichu—something; mane—within the mind; gar-
va kari’—being proud.
