94 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 8

TRANSLATION

“O my Lord Krsna, | could not reach You, nor could | reach Your abode,
Mathura. | am dying in my unhappiness, and now this rascal has come to give
me more pain.

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more mukha na dekhabi tui, yao yathi-tathi
tore dekhi’ maile mora habe asad-gati

SYNONYMS

more—to me; mukha—face; nd dekhabi—do not show; tui—you; ya4o—go;
yathi-tathi—anywhere else; tore—you; dekhi’—seeing; maile—if | die; mora
habe asat-gati—I shall not get my destination.

TRANSLATION

“Don’t show your face to me! Go anywhere else you like. If | die seeing
your face, | shall not achieve the destination of my life.

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krsna na painu mufi maron dpandra duhkhe
more ‘brahma’ upadese ei chara murkhe”

SYNONYMS
krsna—Ktsna; naé painu—could not get; mufi—l; maron—| die; apandra
duhkhe—in my own unhappiness; more—to me; brahma—Brahman; upadese —
instructs; ei—this; chara—condemned; murkhe—fool.

TRANSLATION

“Iam dying without achieving the shelter of Krsna, and therefore | am
greatly unhappy. Now this condemned foolish rascal has come to instruct me
about Brahman.”
