Text 421] The Lord’s Feelings of Separation 207
SYNONYMS
prapta—achieved; pranasta—lost; acyuta—Krsna; vittah—the treasure; atma —
mind; yayau—went; visada—by lamentation; ujjhita—given up; deha-gehah—
body and home; grhita—accepted; kapalika-dharmakah—the religious principles
of a kapdlika-yogi, a kind of mendicant; me—My; vrndavanam—to Vrndavana;
sa—with; indriya—senses; sisya-vrndah—disciples.
TRANSLATION
Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu said, ‘‘At first My mind somehow achieved the
treasure of Krsna, but it again lost Him. Therefore it gave up My body and
home because of lamentation and accepted the religious principles of a
kapalika-yogi. Then My mind went to Vrndavana with its disciples, My
senses.”
PURPORT
This verse is clearly metaphorical.
TEXT 42
aieay stateni, Sia ed nefaal,
AVRAG ABCA fase
atawacna 4 af, ce ‘etal afa af’,
CHa Cater, BBA FET 1 BR NI
prapta-ratna harafia, tdra guna sanariyd,
mahdaprabhu santape vihvala
raya-svarupera kantha dhari’, kahe ‘haha hari hari’,
dhairya gela, ha-ila capala
SYNONYMS
prapta—acquired; ratna—gem; harafia—having lost; tara—of it; guna—at-
tributes; sanariya—remembering; mahdprabhu—Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; san-
tape—in lamentation; vihvala—overwhelmed; raya—of Ramananda Raya;
svarupera—of Svaripa Damodara Gosvami; kantha dhari’—catching the necks;
kahe—said; haha hari hari—alas, where is Hari, where is Hari; dhairya—patience;
gela—lost; ha-ila capala—became restless.
TRANSLATION
Having lost His acquired gem, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu became over-
whelmed with lamentation by remembering its attributes. Then, grasping the
