Text 75] The Lord's Feelings of Separation 227

TRANSLATION

“Sometimes Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu would go to the house of Kasi Misra.
There He would be greatly aggrieved, feeling separation from Krsna. The
joints of His transcendental body would slacken, and His arms and legs would
become elongated. Rolling on the ground, the Lord would cry out in distress
in a faltering voice and weep very sorrowfully. The appearance of Sri Caitanya
Mahdprabhu, awakening in my heart, maddens me.”’

TEXT 74

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sirnha-dvare dekhi’ prabhura vismaya ha-ila
‘kanha kara ki’——ei svardpe puchild

SYNONYMS

simha-dvare—at the gate known as Sirhha-dvara; dekhi’—seeing; prabhura—
of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; vismaya ha-ila—there was astonishment; kaha —
where; kara ki’—what am | doing; ei—this; svarupe puchild—inquired from
Svaripa Damodara Gosvami.

TRANSLATION

Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu was very astonished to find Himself in front of the
Simha-dvara. He asked Svaripa Damodara Gosvami, ‘‘Where am |? What am |
doing here?”’

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svaripa kahe, —‘utha, prabhu, cala nija-ghare
tathdi tomare saba karimu gocare’

SYNONYMS
svaripa kahe—Svaripa Damodara Gosvami replied; utha prabhu—my dear
Lord, please get up; cala—go; nija-ghare—to Your place; tathai—there; tomare —
unto You; saba—all; karimu gocare—| shall inform.
