106 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 17

TEXT 53

aial afa, fe ofa Orig!
Stal SCA, SAI Tw, = BLA catTHT SB Mtv,
se faa eis cata BWA” con wt

ha ha sakhi, ki kari upaya!
kanha karon, kahan yana, kahan gele krsna pana,
krsna vind prana mora yaya”

SYNONYMS
ha ha—O; sakhi—friends; ki—what; kari—shall | do; upaya—means; kanha
karori—what shall | do?; kahar yaha—where shall | go; kahan gele—where
going; krsna paha—l| can get Krsna; krsna vind—without Krsna; prana—life;
mora—My; yaya—is leaving.

TRANSLATION

“‘O My dear friends, how shall | find Krsna? What shall | do? Where shall |
go? Where can | meet Him? Because | cannot find Krsna, My life is leaving
Me.”

TEXT 54

Ee WR Pay Sz, Sc aca faoizs,
afaics aoe SICAETT |
frereta apaals, FAVq Sia-afs,
BCS BCA Bef tas cs u

ksane mana sthira haya, tabe mane vicaraya,
balite ha-ila bhavodgama

pingalara vacana-smrti, karaila bhava-mati,
tate kare artha-nirdharana

SYNONYMS

ksane—in a moment; mana—the mind; sthira haya—becomes patient; tabe—
at that time; mane—within the mind; vicaraya—He considers; balite—to speak;
ha-ila—there was; bhava-udgama—awakening of ecstasy; pingalara—of Pingala;
vacana-smrti—remembering the words; kardila—caused; bhava-mati—ecstatic
mind; tate—in that; kare—does; artha-nirdhaérana—ascertaining the meaning.
