106 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 17
TEXT 53
etal afa, fe ofa Sara!
Stal Seal, Bal Tw, BLN catceT Hs Atv,
He faa ctisl cata BWA” con wt
ha ha sakhi, ki kari upaya!
kanha karon, kahan yana, kahan gele krsna pana,
krsna vind prana mora yaya”
SYNONYMS
ha ha—O; sakhi—friends; ki—what; kari—shall | do; upaya—means; kanha
karori—what shall | do?; kahar yaha—where shall | go; kahan gele—where
going; krsna paha—l| can get Krsna; krsna vind—without Krsna; prana—life;
mora—My; yaya—is leaving.
TRANSLATION
“‘O My dear friends, how shall | find Krsna? What shall | do? Where shall |
go? Where can | meet Him? Because | cannot find Krsna, My life is leaving
Me.”
TEXT 54
WE Fa faa az, Sea ace fasta,
afaics aoe SICAETT |
format aba-ais, FAVq Sia-afs,
Biles SA Vrel-fry tae ui ¢8 u
ksane mana sthira haya, tabe mane vicaraya,
balite ha-ila bhavodgama
pingalara vacana-smrti, karaila bhava-mati,
tate kare artha-nirdharana
SYNONYMS
ksane—in a moment; mana—the mind; sthira haya—becomes patient; tabe—
at that time; mane—within the mind; vicaraya—He considers; balite—to speak;
ha-ila—there was; bhava-udgama—awakening of ecstasy; pingalara—of Pingala;
vacana-smrti—remembering the words; kardila—caused; bhava-mati—ecstatic
mind; tate—in that; kare—does; artha-nirdhaérana—ascertaining the meaning.
