108 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 17

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kahitei ha-ila smrti, citte haila krsna-sphurti,
sakhire kahe hafid vismite
“yare cahi chadite, sei Sufa ache Citte,

kona rite na pari chadite”

SYNONYMS

kahitei—while speaking; ha-ila—there was; smrti—remembrance; citte—in
the heart; haila—there was; krsna-sphurti—the appearance of Krsna; sakhire—to
the friends; kahe—said; hafia vismite—being very astonished; yare—He whom;
cahi chadite—| want to give up; sei—that person; sufd ache—is lying; citte—in
the heart; kona rite—by any process; nd pari—l am not able; chadite—to give up.

TRANSLATION

“While speaking in this way, Srimati Radharani suddenly remembered
Krsna. Indeed, He appeared within Her heart. Greatly astonished, She told Her
friends, ‘The person | want to forget is lying in My heart.’

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radha-bhavera svabhava dna, krsne karaya ‘kama’-jfiana,
kama-jfane trasa haila citte
kahe——“ye jagat mare, se pasila antare,
ei vairi nd deya pasarite”

SYNONYMS

radha-bhavera —of the ecstasy of Srimati Radharani; sva-bhava—characteristic;
dna—another; krsne—to Krsna; karaya—causes Her to do; kaéma-jniana—under-
standing as Cupid; kama—as Cupid; jfdne—in the understanding; trésa—fear;
haila—was; citte—in the mind; kahe—She says; ye—the person who; jagat—the
whole world; mare—conquers; se—that person; pasila—entered; antare—within
My heart; ei vairi—this enemy; na deya—does not allow; pasarite—to forget.
