140 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 18

TEXT 48
aU qey afer ails Beg aScA |
TSH CHATS CUA SA CRA TCA I Be Il

bada matsya bali’ ami uthdilun yatane
mrtaka dekhite mora bhaya haila mane

SYNONYMS

bada—great; matsya—fish; bali’—thinking to be; ami—l; uthailun—lifted;
yatane—with care; mrtaka—the dead body; dekhite—seeing; mora—my;
bhaya—fear; haila—there was; mane—in the mind.

TRANSLATION

‘| lifted it with great care, thinking it a big fish, but as soon as | saw that it
was a corpse, great fear arose in my mind.

TEXT 49
TIA UHVLS Sta S-—Hyef SA |
=efsticm CHE BS BacT APA |i Be Ui

jala khasdite tara anga-sparsa ha-ila
sparsa-matre sei bhdta hrdaye pasila

SYNONYMS

jala—the net; khasdite—releasing; tara—his; anga-sparsa—touch of the body;
ha-ila—there was; sparsa-matre—as soon as | touched it; sei—that; bhdta—
ghost; hrdaye—in my heart; pasila—entered.

TRANSLATION

“As | tried to release the net, | touched the body, and as soon as | touched
it, a ghost entered my heart.

TEXT 50
SLA SF" CVA, CUA CATH ACA GA |
stesia Sih, cata SBA AAT co |

bhaye kampa haila, mora netre vahe jala
gadgada vani, roma uthila sakala
