196 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 19

TEXT 37

AFA C&R, CHA SA, Say GAA |
WUICH TAA ZX, al caface BIcb Js,
Ae cate, Al ACS Fae 09 1 i

sakhi he, kotha krsna, karaha darasana
ksaneke yahara mukha, na dekhile phate buka,
sighra dekhdha, nd rahe jivana

SYNONYMS
sakhi he—O My dear friend; kotha krsna—where is Lord Krsna; karaha
darasana—please let Me see Him; ksaneke—within a moment; yahdra—whose;
mukha—face; nd dekhile—if not seeing; phate buka—My heart is breaking;
sighra—quickly; dekhdha—show; nd rahe jivana—My life is expiring.

TRANSLATION

“‘My dear friend, where is Krsna? Kindly let Me see Him. My heart breaks at
not seeing His face even for a moment. Kindly show Him to Me immediately;
otherwise | cannot live.

TEXT 38

2 BHA AM, siniFse-salea,
fam-satrqe fen ata |
pine sca cae, S1Rl CUT DeW CAB,
CHAU, ALA, AVA CLA Ate Ov

ei vrajera ramani, kamarka-tapta-kumudini,
nija-karamrta diya dana
praphullita kare yei, kahan mora candra sei,
dekhdha, sakhi, rakha mora prana

SYNONYMS

ei—these; vrajera) ramani—women of Vrndavana; kdma-arka-tapta-
kumudini—exactly like lilies becoming very hot in the sun of lusty desire; nija—
own; kara-amrta—nectar of hands; diya—giving; dana—charity; praphullita—
jubilant; kare—makes; yei—one who; kahér—where; mora—My; candra—
moon; sei—that; dekhdha—please show; sakhi—O My dear friend; rakha—
please save; mora praéna—My life.
