206 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 19

papa-phala—sinful reaction; ye—that; krsna—Krsna; mora—My; prema-
adhina—dependent on love; tare—Him; kaila—has made; uddasina—indifferent;
ei mora—this is My; abhagya—misfortune; prabala—very strong.

TRANSLATION

“Yet why should | be angry with Krsna? It is the fault of My own misfortune.
The fruit of my sinful activities has ripened, and therefore Krsna, who has al-
ways been dependent on My love, is now indifferent. This means that My
misfortune is very strong.”

TEXT 53
eas calla-ata, faatcw aca ata eta,
‘al ai Se, SF cater sis P
cat Asta Sacz, ola aces feertteica,

‘catifary Ficatwa atecafs’ I ee II

ei-mata gaura-raya, visade kare haya haya,
‘ha ha krsna, tumi geld kati?’
gopi-bhava hrdaye, tara vakye vilapaye,
‘govinda damodara madhaveti’

SYNONYMS
ei-mata—in this way; gaura-raya—Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; visade—in
lamentation due to separation; kare haya haya—always says “alas, alas”; ha ha
krsna—oh, oh Krsna; tumi gela kati—where have You gone; gopi-bhava hrdaye —
with the ecstatic love of the gopis in His heart; tara vakye—in their words;

vilapaye—He laments; govinda damodara madhava—O Govinda, O Damodara,
O Madhava; iti—thus.

TRANSLATION

In this way, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu lamented in the mood of separation,
“Alas, alas! O Krsna, where have You gone?” Feeling in His heart the ecstatic
emotions of the gopis, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu agonized in their words,
saying, ‘‘O Govinda! O Damodara! O Madhava!”

TEXT 54

SCA RAA-TAANT, ofa atal Satta,
FSASA BCA SPAAAr |
