210 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 19

TRANSLATION

In ecstasy, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu rubbed His face against the walls all
night long, making a peculiar sound, ‘‘gon-gon,”” which Svarapa Damodara
could hear through the door.

TEXT 61

ait wafer aca cateti, APY cigs ge |
VHA, CUA Gla CVA AY BVA Ws hi

dipa jvali’ ghare geld, dekhi’ prabhura mukha
svaripa, govinda dunhdara haila bada duhkha

SYNONYMS
dipa jvali’—lighting the lamp; ghare—in the room; gela—went; dekhi’—
seeing; prabhura mukha—the face of the Lord; svartipa—Svartpa Damodara
Gosvami; govinda—and Govinda; dunhara—of both of them; haila bada
duhkha—there was great unhappiness.

TRANSLATION

Lighting a lamp, Svaripa Damodara and Govinda entered the room. When
they saw the Lord’s face, both of them were full of sorrow.

TEXT 62

eca ayicwe ofa’ grea saree |
“Sice Cael 2 Oa P—-amrt a feeTl we i

prabhure sayyate dani’ susthira karaila
‘kanhe kaila ei tumi?’——svaripa puchila

SYNONYMS
prabhure—Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; sayyate—to the bed; ani’—bringing; su-
sthira karaila—made Him pacified; kanhe—why; kaila—have done; ei—this;
tumi—You; svarGpa puchila—Svaripa Damodara Gosvamt inquired.

TRANSLATION

They brought the Lord to His bed, calmed Him and then asked, ‘‘Why have
You done this to Yourself ?”’
