262 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 20
TRANSLATION
“Without love of Godhead, My life is useless. Therefore | pray that You ac-
cept Me as Your servant and give Me the salary of ecstatic love of God.’’
TEXT 38
aarenicact Seq Facats-Rae |
Boat, faate, CHD SCH OLA I Ov I
rasantaravese ha-ila viyoga-sphurana
udvega, visdda, dainye kare pralapana
SYNONYMS
rasa-antara-avese —in the ecstatic love of different mellows; ha-ila—there was;
viyoga- sphurana—awakening of separation; udvega—distress; viséda—morose-
ness; dainye—humility; kare pralapana—speaks like a crazy person.
TRANSLATION
Separation from Krsna awoke various mellows of distress, lamentation and
humility. Thus Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu spoke like a crazy man.
TEXT 39
Yar faws facwcad oA AT Vat fas |
maifawee Gas AA coltfarn-faaced ce HOD I
yugayitam nimesena
caksusd pravrsdyitam
sunyayitam jagat sarvarh
govinda-virahena me
SYNONYMS
yugayitam—appearing like a great millennium; nimesena—by a moment; cak-
susi—from the eyes; pravrsdyitam—tears falling like torrents of rain;
sdnyayitam—appearing void; jagat—the world; sarvam—all; govinda—from Lord
Govinda, Krsna; virahena me—by My separation.
TRANSLATION
“My Lord Govinda, because of separation from You, | consider even a
moment a great millennium. Tears flow from My eyes like torrents of rain, and
I see the entire world as void.
