264 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 20

SYNONYMS

krsna—tord Krsna; udasina—indifferent; ha-ila—became; karite—to make;
pariksana—testing; sakhi saba kahe—all the friends say; krsne—unto Krsna;
kara—just do; upeksana—neglecting.

TRANSLATION

“Lord Krsna has become indifferent to Me just to test My love, and My
friends say, ‘Better to disregard Him.’ ”’

TEXT 43

ose fefacs aieta fader qee |
Silas cola Tela Sfaet BHA i 80 |

eteka cintite radhara nirmala hrdaya
svabhavika premara svabhava karila udaya

SYNONYMS
eteka—thus; cintite—thinking; radhara—of Stimati Radharani; nirmala
hrdaya—possessing a pure heart; svabhavika—natural; premara—of love of
Krsna; sva-bhdva—the character; karila udaya—awakes.

TRANSLATION

While Srimati Radharani was thinking in this way, the characteristics of
natural love became manifest because of Her pure heart.

TEXT 44

Gi, Ceshi, Cay, ceil, faa
IS SA -Stfgs Shae Be i 88 1

irsyd, utkantha, dainya, praudhi, vinaya
eta bhava eka-thani karila udaya

SYNONYMS

irsya—envy; utkantha—eagerness; dainya—humility; praudhi—zeal; vinaya—
solicitation; eta bhava—all these transcendental ecstasies; eka-thafi—in one
place; karila udaya—awoke.

TRANSLATION

The ecstatic symptoms of envy, great eagerness, humility, zeal and sup-
plication all became manifest at once.
