264 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 20
SYNONYMS
krsna—tord Krsna; udasina—indifferent; ha-ila—became; karite—to make;
pariksana—testing; sakhi saba kahe—all the friends say; krsne—unto Krsna;
kara—just do; upeksana—neglecting.
TRANSLATION
“Lord Krsna has become indifferent to Me just to test My love, and My
friends say, ‘Better to disregard Him.’ ”’
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eteka cintite radhara nirmala hrdaya
svabhavika premara svabhava karila udaya
SYNONYMS
eteka—thus; cintite—thinking; radhara—of Stimati Radharani; nirmala
hrdaya—possessing a pure heart; svabhavika—natural; premara—of love of
Krsna; sva-bhdva—the character; karila udaya—awakes.
TRANSLATION
While Srimati Radharani was thinking in this way, the characteristics of
natural love became manifest because of Her pure heart.
TEXT 44
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irsyd, utkantha, dainya, praudhi, vinaya
eta bhava eka-thani karila udaya
SYNONYMS
irsya—envy; utkantha—eagerness; dainya—humility; praudhi—zeal; vinaya—
solicitation; eta bhava—all these transcendental ecstasies; eka-thafi—in one
place; karila udaya—awoke.
TRANSLATION
The ecstatic symptoms of envy, great eagerness, humility, zeal and sup-
plication all became manifest at once.
