266 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 20
aslisya va pada-ratam pinastu mam
adarsanan marma-hatam karotu va
yatha tatha va vidadhatu lampato
mat-prana-nathas tu sa eva naparah
SYNONYMS
aslisya—embracing with great pleasure; va—or; pada-ratam—who is fallen at
the lotus feet; pinastu—let Him trample; mam—Me; adarsanat—by not being
visible; marma-hatam—brokenhearted; karotu—let Him make; va—or; yatha —as
(He likes); tathi—so; va—or; vidadhatu—let Him do; lampatah—a debauchee,
who mixes with other women; mat-prana-nathah—the Lord of My life; tu—but;
sah—He; eva—only; na aparah—not anyone else.
TRANSLATION
“Let Krsna tightly embrace this maidservant, who has fallen at His lotus
feet. Let Him trample Me or break My heart by never being visible to Me. He is
a debauchee, after all, and can do whatever He likes, but He is still no one
other than the worshipable Lord of My heart.
TEXT 48
“alfa —serrte-wia, CScal—anegearh,
wiferferal Scr STA |
feral al cea aaeta, SCAN CAA SAA,
SJ CSCAI—caNA aitstartet i Se
“ami —krsna-pada-dasi, tenho —rasa-sukha-rasi,
alingiya kare atma-satha
kiba na deya darasana, jarena mora tanu-mana,
tabu tehho—mora prana-natha
SYNONYMS
4mi—l; krsma-pada-dasi—a maidservant at the lotus feet of Krsna; te4ho—He;
rasa-sukha-rasi—the reservoir of transcendental mellows;  dlingiya—by
embracing; kare—makes; atma-satha—merged; kiba—or; na deya—does not
give; darasana—audience; jarena—corrodes; mora—My; tanu-mana—body and
mind; tabu—still; tenho—He; mora prana-natha—the Lord of My life.
TRANSLATION
“lam a maidservant at the lotus feet of Krsna. He is the embodiment of
transcendental happiness and mellows. If He likes He can tightly embrace Me
