292 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Antya-lila, Ch. 20

Svaripa Damodara Gosvami; sri-rdpa—Sri Ripa Gosvami; sri-sandtana—Sri
Sanatana Gosvami; sri-raghunatha-dasa—Sri Raghunatha dasa Gosvami; $ri-
guru—my spiritual master; sri-jiva-carana—the lotus feet of Sri Jiva Gosvami; inha
sabara—of all of them; carana-krpaya—by the mercy of the lotus feet; lekhaya—
causes to write; dmare—me; dra eka—another one; haya—there is; tenho—He;
ati-krpad kare—shows me very great favor.

TRANSLATION

| am writing this book by the mercy of the lotus feet of Sri Govindadeva, Sri
Caitanya Mahaprabhu, Lord Nityananda, Advaita Acarya, other devotees and
the readers of this book, as well as Svaripa Damodara Gosvami, Sri Rapa
Gosvami, Sri Sanatana Gosvami, Sri Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, who is my
spiritual master, and Sri Jiva Gosvami. | have also been specifically favored by
another Supreme Personality.

TEXT 99
Hhaacatinia cates coretia eateal wha’ |
face ai Jala, Sq aface Ai AA Wad I

sri-madana-gopdla more lekhaya ajfia kari’
kahite na yuydya, tabu rahite na pari

SYNONYMS

sri-madana-gopdla—the Madana-mohana Deity of Vrndavana; more—me;
lekhaya—causes to write; aja kari’—by giving the order; kahite—to say; na
yuydya—is not befitting; tabu—still; rahite—to remain silent; na pari—l am not
able.

TRANSLATION

Sri Madana-mohana Deity of Vrndavana has given the order that is making
me write. Although this should not be disclosed, | disclose it because | am
unable to remain silent.

TEXT 100

al efaca Sa CUA SSUSI-CHNA |
4S Sfa afer CANIS, a fae CATA Soo

na kahile haya mora krta-ghnata-dosa
dambha kari bali’ srota, na kariha rosa
