Text 17] The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Caitanya 175

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kahan mora prana-natha murali-vadana
kahan karon kahan pan vrajendra-nandana

SYNONYMS

kahan—where; mora—My; prdna-natha—Lord of the life; murali-
vadana—playing the flute; kahan —what; karori—shall | do; kahan—where;
pan—l shall get; vrajendra-nandana—the son of Maharaja Nanda.

TRANSLATION

Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu used to express His mind in this way: “Where
is the Lord of My life, who is playing His flute? What shall | do now?
Where should | go to find the son of Maharaja Nanda?

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kahare kahiba, keba jane mora duhkha
vrajendra-nandana vinu phate mora buka

SYNONYMS

kahare—unto whom; kahiba—| shall speak; keba—who; jane—knows;
mora—My; duhkha—disappointment; vrajendra-nandana—Ktsna, the son of
Nanda Maharaja; vinu—without; phate—breaks; mora—My; buka—heart.

TRANSLATION

“To whom should | speak? Who can understand My disappointment?
Without the son of Nanda Maharaja, My heart is broken.”

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