176 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 2
ei-mata vilapa kare vihvala antara
rayera nataka-sloka pade nirantara
SYNONYMS
ei-mata—in this way; vilépa—lamentation; kare—does; vihvala—
bewildered; antara—within; rayera—of Sri Rimananda Raya; nataka—drama;
sloka—verses; pade—reads; nirantara—constantly.
TRANSLATION
In this way Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu always expressed bewilderment
and lamented in separation from Krsna. At such times He used to read the
Slokas from Ramananda Raya’s drama known as Jagannatha-vallabha-
nataka.
TEXT 18
CHACASTST RATS VAAae qb CAT A
atrarataatare ati aac Btaths cal Q4att |
HD CAH A BITRAMAAA CH ALTAR ATMS
faatcars faatfa cataafans ater Face Fy ifs ye
prema-ccheda-rujo ‘vagacchati harir nayam na ca prema va
sthanasthanam avaiti napi madano janati no durbalah
anyo veda na canya-duhkham akhilam no jivanam vasravam
dvi-trany eva dindni yauvanam idam hda-ha vidhe ka gatih
SYNONYMS
prema-cheda-rujah—the sufferings of a broken loving relationship; avagac-
chati—knows; harih—the Supreme Lord; na—not; ayam—this; na ca—nor;
prema—love; va—nor; sthana—the proper place; asthanam—an unsuitable
place; avaiti—knows; na—not; api—also; madanah—Cupid; janati—knows;
nah—us; durbalah—very weak; anyah—another; veda—knows; na—not;
ca—also; anya-duhkham —the difficulties of others; akhilam—all; nah—our;
jivanam—life; va—or; asravam—simply full of miseries; dvi—two; trani—
three; eva—certainly; dinani—days; yauvanam—youth; idam—this; ha-
ha—alas; vidhe—O creator; kai—what; gatih—our destination.
TRANSLATION
[Srimati Radharani used to lament:] “ ‘Our Krsna does not realize what
we have suffered from injuries inflicted in the course of loving affairs. We
