178 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 2

TEXT 20

vife ce, ai gfaca fafen fauta
ge aif taal Ais, caer gee farts,
OCA AR, HW ACR AM Ro WHI

sakhi he, na bujhiye vidhira vidhana
sukha lagi’ kailur prita, haila dubkha viparita,
ebe yaya, na rahe parana

SYNONYMS

sakhi he—(My dear) friend; na bujhiye—| do not understand; vidhira—of
the Creator; vidhana—the regulation; sukha lagi’—for happiness; kailur—|
did; prita—love; haila—it became; duhkha—unhappiness; viparita—the op-
posite; ebe —now; yaya—going; nd—does not; rahe—remain; paréna—life.

TRANSLATION

[Srimati Radharani continued lamenting about the consequences of
loving Krsna.] “My dear friend, | do not understand the regulative princi-
ples given by the Creator. | loved Krsna for happiness, but the result was
just the opposite. | am now in an ocean of distress. It must be that now |
am going to die, for My vital force no longer remains. This is My state of
mind.

TEXT 21

sea cal aca, «fe eta Taruta,
Sim-aee aca Faorfacs |
THA MOA VACCICA, — EICS-s1CM SW Catca,
atfence, arf Carfacw nas i

kutila prema ageyana, nahi jane sthanasthana,
bhala-manda nare vicarite
krdra sathera guna-dore, hate-gale bandhi’ more,

rakhiyache, nari’ ukasite

SYNONYMS
kutila—crooked; premaé—love of Krsna; ageydna—ignorant; nahi—does
not; jane—know; sthana-asthana—a suitable place or unsuitable place;
