178 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 2
TEXT 20
afe ce, al gfaca fafea fata
ge aif taal Ais, caer gee fasta,
GCF BA, A ACS AAA Re WH
sakhi he, na bujhiye vidhira vidhana
sukha lagi’ kailur prita, haila dubkha viparita,
ebe yaya, na rahe parana
SYNONYMS
sakhi he—(My dear) friend; na bujhiye—| do not understand; vidhira—of
the Creator; vidhana—the regulation; sukha lagi’—for happiness; kailur—|
did; prita—love; haila—it became; duhkha—unhappiness; viparita—the op-
posite; ebe —now; yaya—going; nd—does not; rahe—remain; paréna—life.
TRANSLATION
[Srimati Radharani continued lamenting about the consequences of
loving Krsna.] “My dear friend, | do not understand the regulative princi-
ples given by the Creator. | loved Krsna for happiness, but the result was
just the opposite. | am now in an ocean of distress. It must be that now |
am going to die, for My vital force no longer remains. This is My state of
mind.
TEXT 21
sie cen acta, = atfe etca Taruta,
Sim-aee aA FAB faces |
THA MOA VACCICA, — EICS-s1CM SW Catca,
aifeatce, aif’ Satfacw i as i
kutila prema ageyana, nahi jane sthanasthana,
bhala-manda nare vicdrite
krdra sathera guna-dore, hate-gale bandhi’ more,
rakhiyache, nari’ ukasite
SYNONYMS
kutila—crooked; premaé—love of Krsna; ageydna—ignorant; nahi—does
not; jane—know; sthana-asthana—a suitable place or unsuitable place;
