194 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 2

almost dreaming; ki—what; dekhinu—| have seen; kiba—what; ami—l;
pralapinu—spoke in craziness; | tomara—you; —kichu—something;
suniyacha—have heard; dainya—humility.

TRANSLATION

In an instant, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu regained external consciousness
and saw two persons before Him. Questioning them, He asked, ‘‘Am |
conscious? What dreams have | been seeing? What craziness have |
spoken? Have you heard some expressions of humility?’

PURPORT

When Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu thus spoke in ecstasy, He saw two persons
before Him. One was His secretary, Svarijpa Damodara, and the other was
Raya Ramananda. Coming to His external consciousness, He saw them both
present, and although He was still talking in the ecstasy of Srimati Radharani,
He immediately began to question whether He was the same $ri Caitanya
Mahaprabhu.

TEXT 40

Bq CNA Sticetya BAe |
alig Fas-canea, ofaa cila Fea,
Crcefean Fal cata AA ii Bo i

guna mora pranera bandhava
nahi krsna-prema-dhana, daridra mora jivana,
dehendriya vrthd mora saba

SYNONYMS

suna—kindly hear; mora—My; pradnera—of life; bandhava—friends;
nahi—there is none; krsma-prema-dhana—wealth of love of Krsna; daridra—
poverty-stricken; mora—My; jivana—life; deha-indriya—all the limbs and
senses of My body; vrtha—fruitless; mora—My; saba—all.

TRANSLATION

Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu continued: ‘My dear friends, you are all My
life and soul; therefore | tell you that | possess no wealth of love for Krsna.
Consequently My life is poverty-stricken. My limbs and senses are
useless.”
