198 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 2

SYNONYMS

na—never; prema-gandhah—a scent of love of Godhead; asti—there is;
dard api—even in a slight proportion; me—My; harau—in the Supreme Per-
sonality of Godhead; krandami—| cry; saubhaégya-bharam—the volume of
My fortune; prakasitum—to exhibit; varnsi-vilasi—of the great flute player;
dnana—at the face; lokanam—looking; vina—without; vibharmi—I carry;
yat—because; prana-patangakan—My insect-like life; vrtha—with no pur-
pose.

TRANSLATION

Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu continued: ‘My dear friends, | have not the
slightest tinge of love of Godhead within My heart. When you see Me cry-
ing in separation, | am just falsely exhibiting a demonstration of My great
fortune. Indeed, not seeing the beautiful face of Krsna playing His flute, |
continue to live My life like an insect, without purpose.

TEXT 46

ca VACATE, SAB CLITA TE,
CAR CUA ate B-MANT |
Sea cA Big Hay, AAS aes,
ofa, zi ofae frepa i sy i

dure suddha-prema-gandha, kapata premera bandha,
seha mora nahi krsna-paya
tabe ye kari krandana, sva-saubhagya prakhydpana,

kari, iha janiha niscaya

SYNONYMS

dure —far away; suddha-prema-gandha—a scent of pure devotional love;
kapata—false; premera—of love of Godhead; bandha—binding; seha—that;
mora—My; nahi—there is not; krsna-paya—at the lotus feet of Krsna; tabe—
but; ye—that; kari—l do; krandana—crying; sva-saubhagya—My own for-
tune; prakhyapana—demonstration; kari—l do; iha—this; janiha—know;
niscaya—certainly.

TRANSLATION

“Actually, My love for Krsna is far, far away. Whatever I do is actually
false. When you see Me cry, | am simply exhibiting My great fortune.
Please try to understand this beyond a doubt.
