234 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 2

SYNONYMS

sesa-lilara—of the pastimes at the end; sdtra-gana—the codes; kailun—|
have done; kichu—some; vivarana—description; ihan—here; vistarite—to
expand more and more; citta haya—there is a desire; thake—remains; yadi—
if; ayuh-sesa—the end of life; vistariba—l| shall describe; lila—pastimes;
§esa—at the end; yadi—if; maha-prabhura—of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu;
krpa—mercy; haya—there is.

TRANSLATION

I have already given in codes all the facts and figures of Lord Sri
Caitanya Mahaprabhu’s last pastimes, and | have a desire to describe
them elaborately. If | remain longer and am fortunate enough to receive
the mercy of Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, | shall try to describe them
again more elaborately.

TEXT 90

alfa qe watga, farfecs Frey sa,
aca Foy aae 1 Sz I
a cafeca aaca, al @facn atace,
wq fafy—a ae fem tse

4mi vrddha jaratura, likhite kanpaye kara,
mane kichu smarana na haya
na dekhiye nayane, na Suniye sravane,
tabu likhi’——e bada vismaya

SYNONYMS
ami—l; vrddha—old man; jardé-atura—disturbed by invalidity; likhite—to
write; kanpaye—trembles; kara—the hand; mane—in the mind; kichu—
any; smarana—remembrance; na haya—there is not; nd dekhiye—I cannot
see; nayane—by the eyes; na suniye—| cannot hear; sravane—with the ears;
tabu —still; likhi’—writing; e—this; bada vismaya—a great wonder.

TRANSLATION

| have now become too old and disturbed by invalidity. While writing,
my hands tremble. | cannot remember anything, nor can | see or hear
properly. Still | write, and this is a great wonder.
