182 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 8

TEXT 148

BiAa-agyeg Sea Satay Ta |
airial Sitfa oica sfacs oarferera i ss i

dpana-madhurye hare apandra mana
apanda dpani cahe karite alingana

SYNONYMS
apana—own; mdaddhurye—by sweetness; hare—steals; dpandra—His own;
mana—mind; 4dpana—Himself; apani—He; cahe—wants; karite—to do;
alingana—embracing.

TRANSLATION

“Lord Krsna’s sweetness is so attractive that it steals away His own mind.
Thus He even wants to embrace Himself.

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aparikalita-parvah kas camatkara-kari
sphurati mama gariyan esa madhurya-pUrah
ayam aham api hanta preksya yam lubdha-cetah
sarabhasam upabhoktum kamaye radhikeva

SYNONYMS

aparikalita-pGrvah —not previously experienced; kah—who; camatkdra-kari—
causing wonder; sphurati—manifests; mama—My; gariyan—more great; esah—
this; madhurya-pGrah—abundance of sweetness; ayam—this; aham—l; api—
even; hanta—alas; preksya—seeing; yam—which; lubdha-cetah—My mind
being bewildered; sa-rabhasam—impetuously; upabhoktum—to — enjoy;
kamaye—desire; radhika iva—like Srimati Radharani.

TRANSLATION

““‘Upon seeing His own reflection in a bejeweled pillar of His Dvaraka
palace, Krsna desired to embrace it, saying, ‘Alas, | have never seen such a
