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of milk and often goes to sell it on the other side of the Yamuna. To cross the river,
She has to pay the boatman, and the spot where the boatman collects his fares is
called the dana-ghati. Lord Sri Krsna stops Her from going, telling Her, “First You
have to pay the fee; then You will be allowed to go.” This pastime is called dana-
keli-lila. Similarly, if Srimat? Radharani wants to pick a flower, Sri Krsna claims to be
the garden’s proprietor and prohibits Her. This pastime is called kila-kificita.
Radharani’s shyness arises due to Sri Krsna’s prohibitions, and ecstatic loving
bodily symptoms called kila-kificita-bhava are manifest at this time. These
ecstatic symptoms are explained in the following verse, which is from Srila Ripa
Gosvami's Ujjvala-nilamani (Anubhava-prakarana, 44).

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garvabhildsa-rudita-
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sankari-karanam harsad
ucyate kila-kificitam

SYNONYMS

garva—pride; abhilasa—ambition; rudita—crying; smita—smiling; asuya— ~

envying; bhaya—fearing; krudham—anger; sankari-karanam—the act of shrink-

ing away; harsat—because of jubilation; ucyate—is called; kila-kificitam—
ecstatic symptoms known as kila-kificita.

TRANSLATION

“Pride, ambition, weeping, smiling, envy, fear and anger are the seven
ecstatic loving symptoms manifest by a jubilant shrinking away, and these
symptoms are calied kila-kificita-bhava.’

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ara sata bhava asi’ sahaje milaya
asta-bhava-sammilane ‘mahabhava’ haya
