26 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 15

TEXT 51
fa sry Haste cata, cals fore-uat |
CU-PICH HATA CHA, BACT TA I cd I

ki kaya sannyase mora, prema nija-dhana
ye-kale sannyasa kailun, channa haila mana

SYNONYMS

ki kaya—what business; sannydse—in the renounced order; mora—of Me;
prema—love; nija-dhana—My real wealth; ye-kale—at which time; sannydsa
kailui—| accepted the renounced order; channa—deranged; haila—was;
mana—mind.

TRANSLATION

“I had no business in accepting this renounced order and sacrificing My
love for My mother, which is My real property. Actually | was in a crazy state
of mind when I accepted sannyasa.

TEXT 52
TANGA BITS | Thas Siziyy Sissies |
TG ay VifAq_ Sta ore cHfAcS |i ed |

nilacale 4chon muni tanhara ajhate
madhye madhye 4asimu tarira carana dekhite

SYNONYMS

nilacale 4chori—stay at Jagannatha Puri, Nilacala; mufAi—l; tanhdra ajfiate—
under her order; madhye madhye—at intervals; dsimu—l shall go; tarira—her;
carana dekhite—to see the lotus feet.

TRANSLATION

“lam staying here at Jagannatha Puri, Nilacala, to comply with her orders.
However, at intervals | shall go see her lotus feet.

TEXT 53

fares Tie? cafe qf Stata BAT |
“5 fe-watcn cScal Stal HVs AAS AeA co I
