26 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 15
TEXT 51
fa ere aaICH carta, cela farer-ua |
CU-PICH HATA CHA, BACT TA I cd I
ki kaya sannyase mora, prema nija-dhana
ye-kale sannyasa kailun, channa haila mana
SYNONYMS
ki kaya—what business; sannydse—in the renounced order; mora—of Me;
prema—love; nija-dhana—My real wealth; ye-kale—at which time; sannydsa
kailui—| accepted the renounced order; channa—deranged; haila—was;
mana—mind.
TRANSLATION
“I had no business in accepting this renounced order and sacrificing My
love for My mother, which is My real property. Actually | was in a crazy state
of mind when I accepted sannyasa.
TEXT 52
AGC BTW) Blew Stata StwIics |
TG ay VifAq_ Sta ore cHfAcS |i ed |
nilacale 4chon muni tanhara ajhate
madhye madhye 4asimu tarira carana dekhite
SYNONYMS
nilacale 4chori—stay at Jagannatha Puri, Nilacala; mufAi—l; tanhdra ajfiate—
under her order; madhye madhye—at intervals; dsimu—l shall go; tarira—her;
carana dekhite—to see the lotus feet.
TRANSLATION
“lam staying here at Jagannatha Puri, Nilacala, to comply with her orders.
However, at intervals | shall go see her lotus feet.
TEXT 53
forws ate? cafe afae Stata bate |
“efe-catca cStal Stal MIs AFR AeA co |
