Text 146] Sarvabhauma Bhattacarya Offers Prasada to the Lord 75
amare kahena, —dmi tomara kinkara
tomara ajhakari ami nahi svatantara
SYNONYMS
amare kahena—he said unto Me; dmi—l; tomdara kifkara—Your servant;
tomara ajfha-kari—Your order carrier; dmi—l; nahi—am not; svatantara—indepen-
dent.
TRANSLATION
“Murari Gupta then replied, ‘1 am Your servant and Your order carrier. |
have no independent existence.’
TEXT 145
oe afer aca cae, fofe’ atfasicr |
ATAA-SHst-Haia Sea Fasc ti see i
eta bali’ ghare gela, cinti’ ratri-kdle
raghunatha-tyaga-cintaya ha-ila vikale
SYNONYMS
eta bali’—saying this; ghare gela—went to his house; cinti’—thinking; rdtri-
kale—at night; raghunatha—Lord Ramacandra; tydga—giving up; cintaya—by
thoughts of; ha-ila vikale—became overwhelmed.
TRANSLATION
“After this, Murari Gupta went home and spent the whole night thinking
how he would be able to give up the association of Raghunatha, Lord Rama-
candra. Thus he was overwhelmed.
TEXT 146
coca StS agaicaa bat |
CUPS ACH AG cata SAS VA  sBw i
kemane chadiba raghunathera carana
aji ratrye prabhu mora karaha marana
SYNONYMS
kemane chadiba—how shall | give up; raghundathera carana—the lotus feet of
Lord Raghunatha; aji ratrye—this night; prabhu—O Lord Raghunatha; mora—my;
karaha marana—please cause death.
