226 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 16

‘pratijna’, ‘seva’ chadibe, —e tomara ‘uddesa’
se siddha ha-ila——chadi’ aila dara desa

SYNONYMS

pratijia—the vow; seva—and service; chadibe—will give up; e—this;
tomara—your; uddesa—purpose; se—that; siddha—complete; ha-ila—has be-
come; chadi’—giving up; a4ila—have come; dura desa—to a distant place.

TRANSLATION

“You have abandoned Gopinatha’s service and broken your vow to live in
Puri. All that is now complete because you have come so far.

TEXT 140

wiatt ace afacs bie,— aie fore |
Cotas 9S ef ata,— atala Sa Gee’ 1 8° I

amara sarge rahite caha, —vaficha nija-sukha
tomara dui dharma yaya, —dmara haya ‘duhkha’

SYNONYMS

amara sarige—with Me; rahite—to remain; caha—you want; vdficha—you
desire; nija-sukha—your own sense gratification; tomara—your; dui dharma—
two principles; yaya—go away; amadra—of Me; haya—there is; duhkha—unhap-
piness.

TRANSLATION

“Your wanting to go with Me is simply a desire for sense gratification. In
this way, you are breaking two religious principles, and because of this | am
very unhappy.

TEXT 141

GAIA BA GTS alt, eT DAT |
Brata Ie, aie Sia FoR aT 989 I

mora sukha caha yadi, niiacale cala
amara Sapatha, yadi ara kichu bala

SYNONYMS
mora—of Me; sukha—the satisfaction; caha—you want; yadi—if; nilacale
cala—go back to Jagannatha Puri (Nilacala); amara sapatha—My condemnation;
yadi—if; ara—more; kichu—something; bala—you say.
