102 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 20

caéranah—dramatic actor; cetah—heart; keli-kutGhala—by longing for pastimes;
uttaralitam—greatly excited; satyam—actually; sakhe—O dear friend;
mamakam—My; yasya—of whom; preksya—by seeing; sva-rupatam—similarity
to My form; vraja-vadht—of the damsels of Vrajabhimi; sdérdjpyam—a form like
the forms; anvicchati—desires.

TRANSLATION

“ ‘My dear friend, this dramatic actor appears like a second form of My own
self. Like a picture, He displays My pastimes as a cowherd boy overflowing
with wonderfully attractive sweetness and fragrance, which are so dear to the
damsels of Vraja. When I see such a display, My heart becomes greatly ex-
cited. | long for such pastimes and desire a form exactly like the damsels of
Vraja.’

PURPORT

This verse is found in the Lalita-madhava (4.19).

TEXT 181

AYA CA AHATSI-CAAA |

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mathurdya yaiche gandharva-nrtya-darasane
punah dvarakdte yaiche citra-vilokane

SYNONYMS

mathurdya—at Mathura; yaiche—just as; gandharva-nrtya—the dance of the
Gandharvas; darasane—by seeing; punah—again; dvarakate—at Dvaraka;
yaiche—just as; citra-vilokane—by seeing a picture of Krsna.

TRANSLATION

“‘One instance of Vasudeva’s attraction to Krsna occurred when Vasudeva
saw the Gandharva dance at Mathura. Another instance occurred in Dvaraka
when Vasudeva was surprised to see a picture of Krsna.

TEXT 182
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HAG AH AM aTcAT Aiyer{as |

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