290 Srimad-Bhagavatam [Canto 10, Ch. 4
vai—indeed; gamisyami—shall go; brahma-ha iva—like the killer of a
brahmana; mrtah svasan—either after death or while breathing.
. TRANSLATION
Being merciless and cruel, I have forsaken all my relatives and
friends. Therefore, like a person who has killed a brahmana, I do
not know to which planet I shall go, either after death or while
breathing.
TEXT 17
aancgd ahs a Ret wa FaeT |
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daivam apy anrtam vakti
na martya eva kevalam
yad-visrambhadd aham papah
svasur nihatavan chisin
daivam—providence; api—also; anrtam—lies; vakti—say; na—
not; martyGh—human beings; eva—certainly; kevalam—only; yat-
visrambhat—because of believing that prophecy; aham—I; papah—the
most sinful; suasuh—of my sister; nihatavan—killed; sisin—so many
children.
TRANSLATION
Alas, not only human beings but sometimes even providence
lies. And I am so sinful that I believed the omen of providence and
killed so many of my sister’s children.
TEXT 18
Al Mad AMMA ASIST: |
ATA A aQET ZanliteTaTad cl
ma socatarh maha-bhagav
Gtmajan sva-krtam bhujah
